My experience as a volunteer

In 2017, the 29th Winter Universiade has held in my hometown Almaty city, which ran from January 29 to February 8. It was a very significant event in the history of our city. Students from different countries came together for the competition in winter sports, which by the way are very popular in our country. I was lucky to become a part of this event – I worked as a volunteer!

Happy me after the openening ceremony

At that time I was in school in 10th grade. I was very glad and happy that I would have an official exemption from classes for the duration of the competition. I didn’t have any volunteering experience at that time. I had a rough idea of what kind of work it was, but I had no idea how difficult it could be.

I still remember the day when we were given our volunteer form: jacket, hat, scarf and all other winter clothes we needed. I have kept this outfit to this day. I liked the way we (volunteers) differed and stood out from the crowd. We walked around the city, as people were calling us then, “green minions”.

The whole atmosphere from beginning to end was saturated with student and youth spirit! All young people stood together in order to show and conduct this event at the highest level. I liked the mood of our volunteers. We were happy to see each other on the street, although we did not know each other at all.

Happy lil green minion

I was in the team of people responsible for the opening and closing ceremonies of the Universiade. Later we were based in the Almaty arena and held figure skating competitions. I was very lucky with such work, rather than the guys who worked, for example, on springboards. But this does not mean that it was easiest for us to work.

Our team! We’ve worked so hard to keep the show going on

It was hard because of the hard work schedule. We finished work at 3 am and the next shift could begin in 3-4 hours. That winter was very cold and it was difficult to cope with the weather conditions. I remember with horror how cold it was in my winter boots while looking for a source of heat while I was hungry and sleepy.

BTS of rehearsals for the opening ceremony

But everything was not so bad, do not think anything! All of the hard labor was compensated by pleasant and warm communication with my colleagues. I met incredible, lovely, clever and incredibly cheerful people who warmed me in the coldest days. I was the youngest in my group since everyone else was either university students or adults. At first, many were surprised and embarrassed by the fact that I was a schoolgirl, but then everyone got used to it and treated me with care and sweet concern.

Diana and Moldir – sweethearts that cared the most about me! ^^
Other sweeties – Inkar, Diana and Erkin ^^

It was very interesting to watch and be close to see how such major sporting events are held. It’s hard but worth it! I think that I gained invaluable experience and understood that, as with everything in life, there are negative and positive sides to volunteering. But this is a lesson and a lifelong experience of which I will not cease to think and thank for receiving this opportunity.

The proudest moment – started playing Hymn
I must confess, I started crying at that moment
Closing ceremony

I always say that 2017 was the best year of my life so far. This is all because that year was opened by the Universiade and laid in me the vital qualities, that I try to develop to this day.

How I fell in love with The Addams

I have this sweet old memory from my childhood when I was sitting alone at home watching “The Addams Family”. It was vintage and black-and-white TV series about crazy-ish gothic family. Whenever I was watching a series it was my favorite part of my day!

Fun fact: Addams first appeared in journalist comics drawn by cartoonist Charles Addams, who in 1938 began to publish comic pictures about the “gothic” family in the popular intellectual magazine The New Yorker. Over time, Addams gave this clan his own last name.

Charles named this family after himself, not because of his ego but simply emphasizing how relatable the humor of the Addams cartoons is to him personally. Charles as a child became interested in death, cemeteries, skeletons, and that he gladly portrayed all this when he became interested in drawing. He was really attracted by what disgusted others, although at the same time he was completely balanced, friendly, peaceful and sweet human being.

Speaking of Addams, this is the image of the most ordinary family only in a sarcastic light. They are aristocratic and polite with their neighbors but only differ in their gloomy look and image. The Addams family was kind of representation of migrants from faraway countries who behave strangely and frighten new neighbors, but in fact, are completely harmless.

What attracted me to this family in my childhood is that they were very similar to my family. The same crazy attitude sometimes has conflicts, but more often makeup afterward. A big family that loves and respects every member. Only one aspect – we don’t have so many black clothes in the wardrobe (which is a pity and I’m working on it!).

To turn Addams into full-fledged characters, the cartoonist, at the request of the creators of the TV show, came up with names for his characters and deepened their images. Thus, the couple Gomez and Morticia Addams, the children of Pugsley and Wednesday, the grandmother Addams, Uncle Fester, the butler Lurch and the magical disembodied Hand, acting as a servant and companion of Gomez, appeared.

Each of them was comic and bizarre: Gomez threw knives and made toy train crashes, Morticia grew predatory plants and cut flowers from roses, leaving only thorns, Fester played with dynamite and grandmother made magic potions.

Now that I have grown up, I sincerely admire a pair of Gomez and Morticia, they inspire me. Both radiate such love and respect for each other and at the same time, both are equally crazy. Power couple that has become an ideal and standard of healthy, beautiful passionate relationships for me. I, myself, aspire this kind of love.

I mean… See?!

Such sincere, funny and bizarre, Addams won my heart and mind with their humor and pureness of the plot. At the heart of the story of this series, films, comics, are the values of the family, which are so important, especially for me. To this day, I call “The Addams Family Values” my favorite movie, which I watch every time.

My own utopia

A picture is taken from Pinterest

For someone, utopia is a book by English writer Thomas More. Some people may consider it as a fun cartoon “Utopia”. For some people like me, utopia is a perfect, unrealizable world where people live in peace with themselves and nature around.

Humanity reached many heights in countless spheres in our lives. But I can’t say that we have adjusted everything around. World itself still far from perfect, and it is our fault.

Men in suits with power and voice scream and shout from television screens about how everything gets perfected and we have nothing to worry about. They are planning on remaking the world “for good” or want to build walls. In reply all, I want to scream “What’s the point, show me?!”.

Of course, we have medicines, science, education, money, power. But at the same time, we have deadly weapons, bombs, rockets, racism, sexism, hate of human beings, poverty all around the globe, people that are dying. Now show me your utopia?

I have questions. What is the reason behind building rockets and destroyers for killing people that are human beings just like us? Instead, we could be loving ourselves and people around us by wasting that money on building schools, universities, and bridges between us. What’s the point?

Next thing, why are we still marching for our lives? Why governments and societies incapable to make us feel comfortable, safe and sound? We live in the 21st century and still have hate in forms of racism, sexism, harassment, murders. We put each other through hell, pain, and fear and still don’t give a damn about the value of human’s life.

Speaking about the worth of human’s life. If you saying that we’ve reached unbelievable heights in science, then why can’t we start reaching best versions of ourselves? In streets, people beat up disabled person just because they see them as “different”. “She is different” is the reason behind their physical aggression. You see a person dying from heart attack or epilepsy and simply walk by because it is “not your business”. You simply can’t admit the fact that you became the worst version of yourself by being cruel and brutal.

When it became a normal thing, to not only justify but also cover up the crimes of men in show business industry? In fact, it is not normal and unacceptable in any workplace. When will you start to consider women as human beings, not toys?

Question for the government once again. How many times people, children, parents have to suffer or trade happiness for death, for you to finally open up your eyes and start truly help them? Why are you investigating the outcome of the situation instead of preventing the reasons? We live mourning a countless number of lives you’ve lost because of your indifference, apathy, and unconcern. Can you hear me screaming yet? Is it enough?

Wake up and make a move finally! Stop starting this mess and wreaking havoc. Start with yourself. Smile to your neighbor, ask how’s life, don’t throw trash in nature, work on yourself, walk instead of driving to your workplace, be concerned about the world around, care more, be kinder and understanding. What’s the point of hate and anger? Tell me.

Wake up.